| Location | Isle Of Wight |
| Age | 22 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 23/11/1985 |
| Date of Death | 27/09/2008 |
| Visitors | 5,824 since 28/09/2008 |
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MATTY WENT MISSING ON THE 20TH SEPT 2008
I GOT A CALL ASKING IF I HAD SEEN HIM,I HAD JUST THE DAY BEFOR
GAVE ME HIS USUAL HUG AND SAID I WILL BE ROUND TO SEE YOU SOON,BUT I NEVER SAW HIM AGAIN,HE WENT TO
THE DOCTOR AND ASKED FOR HELP TOLD THEM HE WANTED TO DIE! SENT HOME WITH A PACK OF PILLS!!
HE NEVER EVEN TOOK 1 OF THEM HE JUST PICKED UP A ROPE AND SAID IM GONNA KILL MYSELF! WHAT MATTY SAID
MATTY DID.. HE WAS MISSING A 6 DAYS SEARCH AND RESCUE COULD NOT FIND HIM,POLICE AND THIER DOGS NONE
WOULD LISTEN TO MATTYS FRIENDS.... SO HIS FRIENDS TOOK IT UPON THEMSELFS TO FIND HIM WITHIN HOURS
THEY HAD.....ALONE IN THE WOODS WHERE HE LOVED TO BE A PEACE WITH NATURE.....
I CAN ONLY HOPE THAT THIS FRIEND OF OURS FINALLY FOUND PEACE..........LOVE YOU MATE XXXXXX
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♥ 1ST OCTOBER 2009 ♥
GOOD MORNING SWEET ANGEL ..........
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TOGETHER MY ANGEL WE SHALL BE,
TOGETHER FOR ALL ETERNITY.
TOGETHER TILL THE STARS THEY FADE.
TOGETHER MY ANGEL UNAFRAID.
TOGETHER MY ANGEL WE HAVE LOVED.
TOGETHER MY ANGEL AND GOD ABOVE.
TOGETHER MY ANGEL WE LOVE UNTIL WE DIE.
TOGETHER WE'LL BE,UP ON HIGH.
UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN.
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LOVE ALWAYS, JUDE. X
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A CANDLE LIGHT FLICKERS AND BURNS SO BEAUTIFUL AND BRIGHT
FOR YOU RIGHT UNTIL THE DAWNS EARLY LIGHT
REMEMBERED AND LOVED EVERY SINGLE DAY
THIS CANDLE WILL HELP TO GUIDE YOUR WAY
BECAUSE THE FLAME IS ETERNAL IT GLOWS WITH LOVE
FOR OUR GUARDIAN ANGELS IN HEAVEN ABOVE
OUR GUARDIAN ANGEL WE CAN CALL ON YOU NIGHT OR DAY
YOU WILL TAKE US BY THE HAND AND SHOW US THE WAY
FOR WE ALL HAVE A GUARDIAN ANGEL WHOSE LOVE IS VERY REAL
AND LOVE MAKES LIFE MORE BEARABLE HOWEVER BAD WE FEEL
TRUST IN THEM THEY WILL ALWAYS HELP YOU EACH DAY
ALTHOUGH YOU CANNOT SEE THEM OUR ANGELS WILL GUIDE OUR WAY.....
copyright© Rosalind Roberts 27/9/09
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THE WOODS:(
YOU MUST HAVE FELT SO LOST AND ALONE
MY DEAR FRIEND WHY DID YOU NOT JUST TELEPHONE
INSTEAD TO WANTED TO FEEL SO FREE
THAT YOU WALKED TO THE WOODS AND FOUND YOUR TREE
WHERE YOU LOVED TO CAMP AND YOU USED TO STAY
YOU TOOK YOUR OWN LIFE ON THAT VERY DAY
I KNOW THE VOICES INSIDE YOUR HEAD
THEY HAD YOU WISHING YOU WERE ALREADY DEAD
MY FRIEND I HOPE YOU FOUND THE PEACE THAT DAY
FOR THESE ARE THE ONLY WORDS I CAN SAY
SO MANY LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS WILL
YOUR DEATH IS A SHOCK TO EACH ONE OF US STILL......
copyright© Rosalind Roberts 2009
I UNDERSTAND NOW
I KNOW HOW YOU FELT THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY
IT WAS YOU OWN CHOICE WHATEVER PEOPLE SAY
I DO UNDERSTAND LIFE WAS NOT THAT GOOD
I ALSO KNOW YOU WERE MISUNDERSTOOD
THEY SAY ITS THE COWARDS WAY OUT THATS A LIE
YOU TOOK YOUR OWN LIFE BECAUSE YOU WANTED TO DIE
ALL YOU EVER WANTED WAS PEACE AND LOVE
BUT THEN NO-ONE REALLY UNDERSTOOD
TRUST ME MY FRIEND I KNOW JUST HOW YOU FEEL
SOME TIMES IN LIFE THINGS DO NOT SEEM REAL
NOW YOU ARE AT PEACE SO ITS TIME TO REST
ALWAY REMEMBER YOU ARE ONE OF THE BEST
BEST FRIENDS ARE SO HARD TO FIND NOW
WE WILL MEET AGAIN SOME TIME SOON SOME HOW......
copyright© Rosalind Roberts 2/2009
Suicide - by Sharon Wheeler
If I could turn back the hands of time,
I would do it just for you.
Even if time stood still,
It’s something I would do.
Just one minute, just one second,
To say our last goodbyes.
I never got that chance at all,
That’s why these sore eyes cry.
Just to give you, one last hug,
And ask you to think again.
A problem shared, is a problem solved,
And can take away your pain.
If I could have helped you,
I would be the first in line,
I could have showed you so much love,
And say, things will turn out fine.
I wonder, would you have taken your life,
Or leaned on my shoulder to cry?
God, I wish, I could turn back the hands of time,
Instead of daily asking “Why?”
I know that you hit rock bottom,
But the way up was always there.
If “only” is a great big word,
Just like you knowing that we cared.
If ever we meet in heaven one day,
I will hold you real close to me,
And tell you that you broke many hearts,
The day that God set you free.
I love you more than ever,
And I just want to hold you tight,
For life was not as bad as it seems,
On that cold and windy night.
I DONT WANT DIAMONDS
I DONT WANT GOLD
ALL I WANT IS YOU TO HAVE AND TO HOLD
I WANT YOU SO BAD TO BE BY MY SIDE
SO I DONT HAVE TO KEEP MY FEELING LOCKED INSIDE
INSIDE MY HEART WHERE NO-ONE CAN SEE
I SO WANT YOU TO BE PART OF ME
TO BE BY MY SIDE WHEN THINGS GO WRONG
KEEP ME SAFE AND KEEP ME STRONG
I WANT TO BE HERE FOR YOU TOO
TO SHARE PRECIOUS MOMENTS THAT MUCH IS TRUE
TO GIVE YOU LOVE ALL YOUR HEART CAN HOLD
THAT TO ME IS BETTER THAN DIAMONDS OR GOLD
copyright© Rosalind Roberts 2009
Thinking Of You Matty
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Matty, Now your life on earth is past
We hope you've found some peace at last
One year ago we said goodbye
And still we search for reasons why
Sorry that you felt so low
and felt the need to just let go
It was your wish this world to depart
But you still live on within our hearts
copyright© Ingrid Aspey 27/9/09
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Thinking of you and your family on your angel day ...Love Ingrid xx
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