| Location | Isle Of Wight |
| Age | 22 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 23/11/1985 |
| Date of Death | 27/09/2008 |
| Visitors | 5,823 since 28/09/2008 |
| Creator | |
| Helpers |
MATTY WENT MISSING ON THE 20TH SEPT 2008
I GOT A CALL ASKING IF I HAD SEEN HIM,I HAD JUST THE DAY BEFOR
GAVE ME HIS USUAL HUG AND SAID I WILL BE ROUND TO SEE YOU SOON,BUT I NEVER SAW HIM AGAIN,HE WENT TO
THE DOCTOR AND ASKED FOR HELP TOLD THEM HE WANTED TO DIE! SENT HOME WITH A PACK OF PILLS!!
HE NEVER EVEN TOOK 1 OF THEM HE JUST PICKED UP A ROPE AND SAID IM GONNA KILL MYSELF! WHAT MATTY SAID
MATTY DID.. HE WAS MISSING A 6 DAYS SEARCH AND RESCUE COULD NOT FIND HIM,POLICE AND THIER DOGS NONE
WOULD LISTEN TO MATTYS FRIENDS.... SO HIS FRIENDS TOOK IT UPON THEMSELFS TO FIND HIM WITHIN HOURS
THEY HAD.....ALONE IN THE WOODS WHERE HE LOVED TO BE A PEACE WITH NATURE.....
I CAN ONLY HOPE THAT THIS FRIEND OF OURS FINALLY FOUND PEACE..........LOVE YOU MATE XXXXXX
YOUR ANGEL DAY?
THEY SAY IT IS ONE YEAR AGO SINCE YOU DIED
BUT IT TOOK THEM A WEEK TO FIND YOU WHY DID YOU HIDE?
SO WE WILL NEVER REALLY KNOW WHAT IS REALLY TRUE
BUT ONE THING IS FOR SURE WE ARE NEVER GOING TO GET OVER LOSING YOU
YOU ARE MISSED MUCH MORE THAN YOU WOULD EVER KNOW
WHY DID YOU DO IT? WHY DID YOU CHOOSE TO GO
NO-ONE CAN EVER HURT YOU BECAUSE YOU FOUND INNER PEACE
BUT THE HEARTBREAK AND PAIN YOU LEFT BEHIND WILL NEVER CEASE
THE WOODS IS WHERE YOU ALWAYS USED TO WANDER FREE
YOU HID YOURSELF SO WELL SO THAT NO-ONE COULD SEE
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE LOVED AND REMEMBERD EVERY SINGLE DAY
ONLY YOU KNOW THE REAL REASONS WHY YOU CHOSE NOT TO STAY......
copyright© Rosalind Roberts
SEE YOU......
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME WHY DID YOU GO AWAY
WHEN I NEED YOU MORE THAN EVER WHY COULD YOU NOT STAY
YOU KNOW THAT I MISS YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY
I NEED TO FEEL YOU BY MY SIDE EACH AND EVERY DAY
I AM LOST AND I FEEL SO SAD AND ALONE
EVERY DAY THAT PASSES BY MY SADDNESS HAS GROWN
IF ONLY I COULD JUST HOLD YOU ONE MORE TIME
TAKE YOU HAND AND HOLD IT TIGHT IN MINE
YOU WOULD HELP TO SEE ME THOUGH THE HARD TIMES AND KEEP ME STRONG
BY MY SIDE YOU WILL ALWAYS AND FOREVER BELONG
SLEEP IN PEACE MY ANGEL UNTIL I JOIN YOU
THEN I WILL BE WITH YOU IN HEAVEN TOO
UNTIL THEN I WILL CARRY ON THIS FIGHT
I WILL SEARCH FOR YOU IN MY DREAMS EACH NIGHT
WAIT FOR ME OVER THE RAINBOW LIKE I ASKED YOU TO DO
WHEN IT IS MY TIME THEN I WILL BE ABLE TO JOIN YOU........
copyright© Rosalind Roberts 21/9/09
xx
well i cant belive its a year today you have been gone, its gone so quickly, i think about you everyday! i miss you xxx
THE PROMISED LAND........
I WISH SO MUCH THAT YOU COULD TAKE ME BY THE HAND
THEN I COULD JOIN YOU IN THE PROMISED LAND
WHERE THERE IS NO PAIN NO SUFFERING AT ALL
I WILL LAY IN MY BED AND WAIT FOR YOUR CALL
ONE DAY I WILL HEAR YOU WHISPER MY NAME
THEN I WILL NOT FEEL THIS HEARTBREAK OR THIS PAIN
I KNOW THE PROMISED LAND IS THERE WAITING FOR ME
ONE DAY YOU WILL COME AND YOU WILL SET ME FREE
YOU WILL RELEASE ME FROM THIS NIGHTMARE THIS LIVING HELL
ONLY YOU CAN READ MY BROKEN HEART ONLY YOU CAN TELL
WHEN MY NIGHTMARE IS OVER I WILL BE WITH YOU ONCE MORE
THAT WHEN I WILL SEE YOU HOLDING OUT YOUR ARMS AT HEAVENS DOOR......
copyright© Rosalind Roberts 16/9/09
9th September 2009
Precious Memory
The rain may wash my pain away
The wind may dry my tears
The Summer sun may heal my heart
And time subdue my fears
But nothing in the world below
Or in the Heavens above
Will ever take away
The precious memory of your love
By : Catherine Turner
Suicide - by Sharon Wheeler
If I could turn back the hands of time,
I would do it just for you.
Even if time stood still,
It’s something I would do.
Just one minute, just one second,
To say our last goodbyes.
I never got that chance at all,
That’s why these sore eyes cry.
Just to give you, one last hug,
And ask you to think again.
A problem shared, is a problem solved,
And can take away your pain.
If I could have helped you,
I would be the first in line,
I could have showed you so much love,
And say, things will turn out fine.
I wonder, would you have taken your life,
Or leaned on my shoulder to cry?
God, I wish, I could turn back the hands of time,
Instead of daily asking “Why?”
I know that you hit rock bottom,
But the way up was always there.
If “only” is a great big word,
Just like you knowing that we cared.
If ever we meet in heaven one day,
I will hold you real close to me,
And tell you that you broke many hearts,
The day that God set you free.
I love you more than ever,
And I just want to hold you tight,
For life was not as bad as it seems,
On that cold and windy night.
xxx
well its nearly a year and not a day goes by when i dont think about you and wish you were still here! now looks gone look after him for us matt, dont get up to, to much trouble! i love you xxx
IN A PERFECT WORLD......
IN THE PERFECT WORLD THERE WOULD BE HAPPINESS AND BLISS
LOVE WOULD LAST FOREVER AND IT WOULD BE SEALED WITH A KISS
THERE WOULD NEVER BE HEARTBREAK THERE WOULD NEVER BE PAIN
NO-ONE WOULD EVER HURT OTHERS FOR THERE OWN PERSONAL GAIN
YOU COULD HOLD YOU HEAD HIGH AND NEVER BE ASHAMED TO LET YOUR FEELING SHOW
LOVE IS ALWAYS SOME THING THAT WE NEED TO NUTURE AND GROW
IF YOU CHOOSE TO TURN YOUR BACK WHEN LIFE OFFERS YOU SO MUCH
THEN YOU WILL BE LEFT BEHIND JUST WAITING FOR THAT GENTLE TOUCH
OPEN YOUR HEART AND ALWAYS SAY HOW YOU REALLY FEEL
THEN YOU WILL STAND A CHANCE OF FINDING JUST WHAT IS REAL
IN A PERFECT WORLD WE WOULD NEVER FEEL ANY SHAME OF WHAT WAS IN THE PAST
YOU WOULD HAVE FOUND TRUE LOVE AND THAT WOULD ALWAYS LAST
THEN YOU WOULD HAVE GOOD REASON TO FINALLY SMILE
BECAUSE YOUR SEARCH HAS ALWAYS BEEN SO WORTHWHILE
REMEMBER THAT OTHERS CANNOT READ WHAT IS IN YOUR MIND
THEY MAYBE DREAMING DREAMS OF THE SAME KIND.....
copyright© Rosalind Roberts 30/8/09
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