| Location | Isle Of Wight |
| Age | 22 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 23/11/1985 |
| Date of Death | 27/09/2008 |
| Visitors | 5,824 since 28/09/2008 |
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MATTY WENT MISSING ON THE 20TH SEPT 2008
I GOT A CALL ASKING IF I HAD SEEN HIM,I HAD JUST THE DAY BEFOR
GAVE ME HIS USUAL HUG AND SAID I WILL BE ROUND TO SEE YOU SOON,BUT I NEVER SAW HIM AGAIN,HE WENT TO
THE DOCTOR AND ASKED FOR HELP TOLD THEM HE WANTED TO DIE! SENT HOME WITH A PACK OF PILLS!!
HE NEVER EVEN TOOK 1 OF THEM HE JUST PICKED UP A ROPE AND SAID IM GONNA KILL MYSELF! WHAT MATTY SAID
MATTY DID.. HE WAS MISSING A 6 DAYS SEARCH AND RESCUE COULD NOT FIND HIM,POLICE AND THIER DOGS NONE
WOULD LISTEN TO MATTYS FRIENDS.... SO HIS FRIENDS TOOK IT UPON THEMSELFS TO FIND HIM WITHIN HOURS
THEY HAD.....ALONE IN THE WOODS WHERE HE LOVED TO BE A PEACE WITH NATURE.....
I CAN ONLY HOPE THAT THIS FRIEND OF OURS FINALLY FOUND PEACE..........LOVE YOU MATE XXXXXX
LOVED FOREVER AND A DAY XXXXX
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GONETOOSOON
I REALLY DO NOT KNOW WHATS REAL OR A LIE
OR WHY YOU WENT AWAY AND YOU HAD TO DIE
I WILL TREASURE YOUR MEMORY EACH AND EVERYDAY
FOR IN MY HEART YOU WILL ALWAYS STAY
EACH DAY I REMEMBER YOU WITH A HEAVY HEART
I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY WE HAD TO PART
LOVE THAT WAS MEANT TO LAST FOREVER
ONLY GOONTOOSOON CAN OUR ANGELS BE TOGETHER
SO WE CAN REMEMBER YOU IN OUR OWN WAY
ALSO LIGHT YOUR CANDLES TO SHINE BRIGHT EACH DAY
SO MY SWEET ANGEL REST IN HEAVEN TOO
WHILE ON GONETOOSOON WE CAN REMEMBER YOU.....
copyright Rosalind Roberts
hi again
hi brother,
thought i would write you a little letter tonight. do you know that im pregnant? if i have a girl we are calling her lexie louise mcloughlin, and if its a boy were calling him matthew george hill mcloughlin!! cant believe im having another ha ha ha MAD. you'll have to drop in from time to time to watch how fat i get and call me fatty lol, night night for now x x x love ya sis
LOST TO SUICIDE.......
IF ONLY I COULD MEND A BROKEN HEART AND EASE YOUR PAIN
YOU WOULD STILL BE HERE ON EARTH AND MAKE ME SMILE AGAIN
BUT YOU TOOK IT ALL UPON YOURSELF AND LEFT US THIS WAY
YOU COULD NOT STAND TO LIVE JUST ONE MORE DAY
SOME SAY ITS THE EASY WAY OUT THEY HAVE NOT GOT A CLUE
YOUR MIND WAS MADE UP IT WAS SO HARD FOR YOU TO DO
WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE AND MISS YOU EAVERY SINGLE DAY
WHAT A TERRIBLE PRICE THAT YOU PAID IN YOUR OWN WAY
FOREVER YOU WILL BE LOVED NEVER WILL WE EVER FORGET
SOME -ONE SO SPECIAL WE ALWAYS LIVE WITH OUR REGRET
THAT WE COULD NOT SEE WHAT WAS IN YOUR HEAD AND HEART
ONE DAY WE WILL ALL BE JOINED TOGETHER NO LONGER APART......
copyright© Rosalind Roberts
SENDING You A Big Bear Hug
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♥ღ♥ You're my Angel ♥ღ♥
♥ღ♥ You're an Angel that nobody can see,
Still an Angel is what you are to me
An angel from heaven is what you are
In my sky you're definitely a heavenly star
You're an angel with beauty & grace
You're so kind & sweet,
you have an angel’s face
You have a pair of angel’s wings
Happiness and joy are just some things
That an angel can give
In my heart & mind is where you're living
You have hair as soft as the white clouds
A guardian angel is what I have gotten
Your eyes are like sapphires that shine bright
When everything is dark, you give me light
You're an angel that gives me a reason to live
You're an angel that teaches me to give
You're an angel that teaches me the right things to say
You're my angel & Ill always care
You're my angel & you know Ill always be there ♥ღ♥
By Dr Nihar Ranjan Ray
love
hi ya matt,
been sat here not knowing what to say to you for ages. i just want you to know i really miss you so much, it hurts to think about you and the way you went! i think this was the only way you was going to be truley happy, not in this life with us but in your new life now! i accept now that we couldn't stop you going and that its what you wanted to do. i just wish you could have been happy here, for some reasons you were unable to be but its all done now and you can be happy!! i wonder alot what your doing and if you can hear me or if you come to visit me at all. i really hope you come to visit me.im going to go now matt,goodnight and sweetdreams i love you matt. x x
In Memory of You
I find an old photograph
and see your smile.
As I feel your presence anew,
I am filled with warmth
and my heart remembers love.
I read an old card
sent many years ago
during a time of turmoil and confusion.
The soothing words written then
still caress my spirit
and bring me peace.
I remember who you used to be
the laughter we shared
and wonder what you have become.
Where are you now,
Where did you go,
When the body is left behind
and the spirit is released to fly?
Perhaps you are the morning bird
singing joyfully at sunrise,
or the butterfly that dances
so carelessly on the breeze
or the rainbow of colors
that brightens a stormy sky
or the fingers of afternoon mist
delicately reaching over the mountains
or the final few rays of the setting sun
lighting up the skies
edging the clouds with a magical glow.
I miss your being
but I feel your presence,
In whatever form you choose to take,
however you now choose to be.
Your spirit has become for me
a guardian angel on high
guiding, advising, and watching over me.
I remember you.
You are with me
and I am not afraid.
Kirsti A. Dyer, MD, MS
BROTHERS.............................
WHILE SITTING BEHIND MY PRISON BARS I THINK OF YOU
MATTY I HAD TO FIGHT TO DEFEND YOUR MEMORY LIKE FRIENDS DO
I AM SORRY MY BROTHER YOU DID NOT DIE IN VAIN
FOR IN ALL OUR HEART YOU WILL ALWAYS REMAIN
WE WILL ALWAYS BE BROTHERS NO MATTER WHAT WE DO
WITH EVERY THING WE ALWAYS SAY EVERY WORD IS TRUE
YES WE I WILL LIVE WITH THE REGRET FOR MY CRIME
BUT YOU WILL LIVE ON FOREVER IN THIS HEART OF MINE
BROTHERS WE WILL ALWAYS BE IN LIFE ALSO IN DEATH IT WILL BE THE SAME
WE WILL ALWAYS BE TOGETHER I KNOW YOU WILL REMEMBER MY NAME
FOR WE MADE A PACT WHEN WE WERE SO VERY YOUNG TO STAND BY EACH OTHER
MATTY YOU ARE NOT JUST ANYONE YOU ARE OUR BROTHER.....
copyright© Ros Roberts
23RD MAY 2009
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thinking of you
hey there matt, been talking to you sometimes when i think your around but not sure so prob look like a idiot lol. hope you can hear me!i keep meaning to walk up to mountjoy but never get round to it lately sorry!! i will come up soon though i promise. if it was you that came through to the phycic lady then is nice to know your alright and happy now. was nice to know what you had to say at that time, were thinkin of seeing her to see what else you need to say.your never be replaced in our lifetime as we will never come across anyone like you again YOU ARE 1 IN A 100 MILLION!! ALWAYS WERE AND ALWAYS WILL BE. i gotta go sort the boys out now so goodnight for now brother, loadsa love charlotte x x x x x x x
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